Well... At the age of 30 now

   

  Well, welcome me back. i still feeling familiar here rather than the other blog page.
 
  It is now 2017, a year of my age at 30. I am a new chapter of my life now.
 
  I am being pregnant now, working as a sales advisor in Toyota. An 4 year old golden retriever owner, having our own house living with my husband. My life consider still going well on, after all those old day posts, I am back to blogger life here.

  I was always wanted to start my brand new blog here but there is no time for myself, the reality life bring people like me become so lazy to switch on my laptop to enter tons of words. I would rather keeping my eyes on the smart phone, surfing internet, post some words, share some daily photos, chatting with friends in apps and etc. Besides all these, I am still being human as I will keeping to push myself at least 3 days a week to have some workout. Life without music and workout, it is lack of interesting to be honest.

  Long living life is kind of boredom just like a water, but it is good to be. Boredom life with your life spend partner? Am I thinking this in my mind just now? Yes i do admit it. I am so dislike these kind of negative thoughts when it appeared in my mind. After I cooling down, i realized that this is life, isn't it?Maybe it is not boredom, it is just because of each every individual's must has their own thinking, interesting, and habit. So, I must not be so emotional like before. I must carry any beautiful things in my hands, quickly filter my bad thinking in m mind,  just to fit my baby in my stomach. Even is a man, they also have their space to express the stress or unhappy feeling after work. I can understand.

  The big changes for me is, I can being calm when facing the contradiction between me and my husband. I recently just realized this from our daily life communication. I guess I am now becoming a more potentially as mummy, ever since recent. Hormone change? I am not sure.

  It is better for me to express my feeling at here right in front of looking my husband watching his favorite Stephen Chow's old movie. (Sorry, i don't like to watch most of his movies as i don't think his comedy can bring what positive message to benefits me,)

  Time is late for me to rest now. 11.08pm, 4/5/17 Thursday. Good night world.

 

Hey, after so long 2016!!!

Hey all out there!

I am back after so long!

    Recently i feel bad, i have a bad situation, been facing worst time in my life. That made me now slowly recover back from the worst. So here i am again!

    

    I know why recently some people may feel the same way too, me either. What i concerned about is the economy now and the whole world. After 6 years ++ in the car line industry, i have the feeling of fade, no longer glory and proud of wearing the official uniform given every 2 years. I started worry about my income, my situation. 

    For those whoever is working in the sales line, most of all got affected. I am not blaming government, whether they have any good policy or efficiency countermeasure to implement, which could help the economic maintain a certain level or benefits to those facing the problem of manpower cutting down individuals and the family. I am strongly worry about myself, and even other working field. Ever since from the last year end, the economic is running down until now. I am hesitated, keep or leave? 

    

    I am considered as a low-income-class now, even worst than a foreigner. Basic salary Rm900.00, somehow, I have to contribute the return to company if my total vehicle commission is less than Rm500.00. After some deduction i left less than Rm500.00. Unless i sell other brand vehicle as my side income, if not i could not support my monthly commitment. I am hesitated again, on my job.

    I have plenty of time, i spending my weekdays like weekend, i can read many magazines or books,  listening to the variants of music. Trying to find what else i could do. Call up customer, follow up for insurance renewal, send out greetings... I put myself to reading, make myself a quality person, although i have only few bucks in the pocket maybe. I can not downgrade my basic daily needs, i can only spend wisely.