Communication break down!! Evytime we chat until now is still da same. You r bothering urself, think no one will undestand you, but you r the one who dunno yourself. Your thoughts are right, you always making evything v rush hours~ EVen us.. Evything~ What i'm sad is, y u choose me listen to you but u ignore to accept my suggestions? What the hell izit??! I'll sad cuz i;m the one who involved but nth help for you! Like nth i have done for you! I listen for nth? Your telling for nth? No commend needed? You hav no any space available to listen to any1 sounds then pls dun sound to me! You r the center, you r right, u think you did no wrong, you r clear of the situation. You r evything you want. Not liket the song from Vertical Horizon-" I am evything you want"... If i got the condition that you r lacking now, i really willing to help you, even give you!!! You just so annoyance! You not the 1 who extraordinary, you r juz an ordinary! neither you nor me. Argh!
Asking you to die!!! Cuz you no gut to die! You won;t killing youself! I made these f!ckin cruel, cold blood, c2pid speaking cuz i want you really do 1 thing for me!!! F2CK OFF!!!! U never implement wat you've said!! I;ll b happy if you really leave me tiz time! I'll be recover faster with full of happy. Actually is no need recover!! No way! Evything tat you decided to do, is very sad for me, ur choice won;t make you do the thing till the end v successful. Cuz you nvr happy to make this dcision, even the dcision is wat you like to do! BUt not the right time, right place, right thing!! I'm sad till i feeling nth, feel like going numb. How many times we discuss? R u really listen to me? Frm my perspective? Numb is like die~ A heart's die is worst than you r getting a dicease. I'm sad for 1 more year, not you, is me. CUz you making me feel like evything is die, no attractive, no life. Sad for your life, i do want to healing you, encourage you. BUt you seems like you got no time to see it all now. You r too bother to other stuff, and the other stuff is quite terrible but actually is simple. Dun think the decease is the biggest harm. Maybe i;m not patient, but i got my self-worth, respect me, cuz i'm human. I nvr look down on you, pls dun think i;m tat kinda serious tension gal. You look like you r too far frm me, u dunno me anymore, and i do doubting you too, cuz not your problem, it might be my problem. If got money~ money money money... MOney won;t heal youu, money cant buy you confident, you really need the confident. You need paper, you need ppl respect on you, you need evything very simple, but you do evything v so trouble. WHy? Why dun you really get a time to think of wat the hell is goin on for yourself?
My blue you wont see tat. My feeling you won;t feel tat. Wat you se is wat i blame oni. Bad's all!
