People are selfish. Yesterday was a lonesome + upset night. Valentine’s is supposed to be romance, I tried to make single ladies party in the house, but finally was failed. People are selfish, and I can’t believe that my friends they were. Suddenly changed and gone. Others friends were here with me, I covered the bad and sad feeling. But I failed too, even though I was not drunk but I vomited. I went alone to wash room feel I was very lonesome and nobody with me in actually. I started hate this place, all is like a junk, is fake! And listen all the hits song or retro, becoming trendy people, but not the all.
I was laying on the bed, thinking of these… I discovered that, I got nothing. I had missed a friend, which I was fool to follow my friends to trust betray, in real, the friend who is the best one to treat me than others. I’m regret now. 
Love is fade away. I let myself down to you. Forgive is the best way for me and you too. ‘Cuz I know this is not all your fault.
I should better love myself
