July 6, 2009

f@ckin down


Communication break down!! Evytime we chat until now is still da same. You r bothering urself, think no one will undestand you, but you r the one who dunno yourself. Your thoughts are right, you always making evything v rush hours~ EVen us.. Evything~ What i'm sad is, y u choose me listen to you but u ignore to accept my suggestions? What the hell izit??! I'll sad cuz i;m the one who involved but nth help for you! Like nth i have done for you! I listen for nth? Your telling for nth? No commend needed? You hav no any space available to listen to any1 sounds then pls dun sound to me! You r the center, you r right, u think you did no wrong, you r clear of the situation. You r evything you want. Not liket the song from Vertical Horizon-" I am evything you want"... If i got the condition that you r lacking now, i really willing to help you, even give you!!! You just so annoyance! You not the 1 who extraordinary, you r juz an ordinary! neither you nor me. Argh!
Asking you to die!!! Cuz you no gut to die! You won;t killing youself! I made these f!ckin cruel, cold blood, c2pid speaking cuz i want you really do 1 thing for me!!! F2CK OFF!!!! U never implement wat you've said!! I;ll b happy if you really leave me tiz time! I'll be recover faster with full of happy. Actually is no need recover!! No way! Evything tat you decided to do, is very sad for me, ur choice won;t make you do the thing till the end v successful. Cuz you nvr happy to make this dcision, even the dcision is wat you like to do! BUt not the right time, right place, right thing!! I'm sad till i feeling nth, feel like going numb. How many times we discuss? R u really listen to me? Frm my perspective? Numb is like die~ A heart's die is worst than you r getting a dicease. I'm sad for 1 more year, not you, is me. CUz you making me feel like evything is die, no attractive, no life. Sad for your life, i do want to healing you, encourage you. BUt you seems like you got no time to see it all now. You r too bother to other stuff, and the other stuff is quite terrible but actually is simple. Dun think the decease is the biggest harm. Maybe i;m not patient, but i got my self-worth, respect me, cuz i'm human. I nvr look down on you, pls dun think i;m tat kinda serious tension gal. You look like you r too far frm me, u dunno me anymore, and i do doubting you too, cuz not your problem, it might be my problem. If got money~ money money money... MOney won;t heal youu, money cant buy you confident, you really need the confident. You need paper, you need ppl respect on you, you need evything very simple, but you do evything v so trouble. WHy? Why dun you really get a time to think of wat the hell is goin on for yourself?
My blue you wont see tat. My feeling you won;t feel tat. Wat you se is wat i blame oni. Bad's all!

June 25, 2009

Make-up(ing)











I luv this few pics...
and I'm boring when make-up(ing)...
so i taking sum pics...
nice o not?
This is wat the show of the make-up show...
Is coming soon.....................................................

Clubbing













I quite luv tis pic!! Tangy n Betty!



Ah hia, u ngam ngam fan sing ah?



We hang to Poppi clubbing last Sat,
actually we planned go to Zouk(cuz Edison Chan),
but got a few dao ding are still below 21,
this plan finally cancelled.

Aldy 4 mths more didn't clubbing,
Yuhoo~

June 18, 2009

show, necklace and others





Did u see wat;s the picture on tiz dress?
犀鸟
yea, is my make up costume, but not yet done yet..
will be held on PWTC soon,
will show u guys more about it. @,<
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This is a nice necklace
v 3 rings...
Sui Boh?

And this is me,
juz playing da colour scale,
i thknk is beautiful.. hehehe :P

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You dunno me at the end,
i am so disappointed,
I dun think much,
dun want to think much again,

tiz is da only way to treat me good.

June 12, 2009

Sleeping










Luv to fall asleep these days, i need sleeping till i luv to do it...

June 11, 2009

Support LOCAL ARTUST!!



歌曲简介

SHOWHAND:现场听到呢首歌既时候,PLZ SHOW ME YOUR HAND
曲风:英式摇滚,电子音乐同埋以LIFE既音乐为主


咩人:系话到一切问题都BASED ON人,人与人之间缺少尊重,人系咪应该无分上下等人,请问,你又系D乜野人?
曲风:70s蓝调既音乐元素加现代既编曲手法去演绎


价格:物价慢慢膨胀上升,人格慢慢缩水下降
曲风:ROCK N ROLL,TWIST


慢游世界:行慢D睇多D
曲风:RnB


玩具岛:讨厌现实,逃避现实,希望可以有个和平既地方
曲风:HIP HOP


男怕:男人最怕既事情。。。女怕下次写。。。
曲风:ELECTRO


游戏手掣:系人玩游戏定游戏玩人?
曲风:HIP HOP


HEYYO:JUZ FOR FUN
曲风:OLD SKOOL HIP HOP BEAT n FUNK


蜂人疯语:RAPPER系应该有一首歌系属于自己
曲风:HIP HOP


LATIDO:回忆系美丽,偶然就无所谓
曲风:古典吉他,RnB,梦幻


ONE MAN BAR:醉后既世界只得一个人
曲风:JAZZ

我已经买了Manhand第二张专辑了!我真的为此开心的不得了~ 因为自从第一张的几首歌曲都很不错听,我有介绍身边的朋友,现在有些朋友也受到我的感染,也认为他们的歌真的很好听。看到这样的情况,我当然开心。
很久都没有喜欢某个团体或明星了,自从Manhand的出现后,再度燃气追星的态度。我只是皮毛,我看到更支持他们的粉丝,有些比我年龄还要小~
新的张专辑有强烈hip hop之风,虽然我对喜哈音乐的喜爱度并非甚高,但我始终会支持他们的音乐,因为他们真的有创作的天分。我希望朋友可以行动上支持,去购买他们的专辑,因为他们面对经费不足且解散的问题。http://manhandfans.pixnet.net/blog 这里有详细的介绍和说明。
其实本地有很多的媒体,我注意到非主流的一些local fashion的杂志,忘了什么名字了,只知道已经过了好几年了,这杂志专门报导并揭露出本地一些服装特别的“怪卡“及一些比较时尚装扮得人。而我之所以会注意到,是因为我对冷门的艺术或潮流的媒体其实很有兴趣。再来就是音乐团体,比如Manhand!!我会分外支持他们,这是不用说的事实了。我会很感叹,我所注意到有talented的媒体,团体等,他们都有这样的问题,就是经费不足,因为不是主流。从这里我看到我国人对艺术对非主流的意识真的非常的低。我国没有一个合法的平台去支持、去发展更多更有创意的艺术。。。 早期,grafitti是我所注意的艺术。我发现与新加坡比起来,我们什么都不是。Grafitti对我们来说是个破坏,而不是艺术;而新国不是,他们恰恰和我们相反,他国有提供这样的一个平台,去让他们对grafitti的创意发扬光大。我们呢?只要你不被抓到,就是幸运万分了。
我所要说的就是,提高自己的艺术价值观,虽然在本地对于这类的咨询还是很慢,很有limitation并不表示我们就因此对艺术的价值被埋没或降低。Com'on!!


*Mint magazine也算是不错的华文杂志。
http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/pages/Mint-Magazine/57318516974?ref=nf
去看看吧!

June 8, 2009

痛脚


抓不到你的痛脚就是我最大的痛脚。

就是没有理由的不相信。

一整晚音讯全无。

是的,

怀疑〉相信。

嘿,

难道我还要为这种看不见的事情而辗转难眠吗?

是我的问题吧?

算了,

由它去吧!